dianDiam

This time is useless, these conditions aren’t kind to us

The days have come and gone

Raise and drown our hopes but so fast

And I’m still here standing on the Promised Land,

the place where we used to starts to laughed at 17

watching you there in the Noman’s Land

act as a ‘dramaqueen’, too far away but so close

I faintly saw your laugh were fading out

Heard so many thunder of your weeping

Felt the rains of your tears

Haunted by your fears

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I’ve given a lot of thoughts to the conversation last night

And those message you wrote me I keep them all

I read it over and over in every single part,

with your ‘P.S. I Love You’ in its every bottom line

you talked about all of your role, even until your mom and dad

And I’ll give a lot of thoughts how to write you back

In every single letter in every single word

But, are you gonna be OK if I don’t know what to say?

Will you sleep well tonight if I come too late?

I know you just pretend its all OK with your white pills

Me either, just pretend that there’ll be someone will take care of you more

But both of you and I just keep walking on this dark cave alone

Deeper and deeper

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But I know it will end

We know it gettin’ closer but still so far

And we know it should be like the part of our favourite movie

When the boy and the girl walk hand in hand

When the girl grabs the the boy and reach his hand

And says: “Take me away from this pain, our new life’s waiting to begin”